Wish I had more BLOG time

I often find myself wishing that I did not need to sleep. That there were 73 hours in a day. That I could do ALL the things I want to do. Like, Blog. I could. But I would have to not do something else. I already do that with many other things in life. I am in the middle of at least 7 books, and have begun another 2 or 3 in addition to that. Often wish I could read… feel too busy. I like to do fun stuff with my family. There’s always more work to do. There are lots of things I want to do around the house – projects and stuff…

Wish I had time to blog…

Well how do ya like that?

OK, so … cool story, had to blog.

We came home from our glorious and wonderful vacation (it was perty neat, actually) and found that at pile of dishes had quickly made their presence known on our kitchen counter. Now, on vacation, the unit that we stayed in had a nice full kitchen… with a dishwasher. We rather enjoyed that dishwasher… Well, we had stayed in places with dishwashers before… but something clicked this time. When I saw our dishes at home, I thought, “WHAT are we doing… this is such a WASTE of time… we do NOT need to be washing dishes!?!?” So… I said to Jen… we’re getting a dishwasher. We really need to.

So, we don’t have any money (and never really have) so we are good at finding the bargain basement prices on things in pretty good shape. We began the search. Found some $50-$100 dishwashers (from here on referred to as “DW”) on eBay… not bad. Then looked in online classifieds… no luck. We were heading to Syracuse to pick up our trailer (long story… perhaps will post later) and thought to check thrift stores out there…

Viola! (that’s French for something…) They had one!!! 🙂 $15!!!! They said it worked when they got it and should be fine! BUT, they close at 5pm. It was 4:15… 1 hour drive… couldn’t do it.

Not to worry, we know a very helpful guy with a truck named Joe. I called Joe up, asked if he could pick it up for us, he said no problem. I told him we had not seen it, so if it’s a piece of junk, don’t do it.

Well, we get the call from Joe when we are about half way there that this DW is a piece of junk. 🙂 BUT, he said he had calls in to about 8 people to see if someone in their church had an extra DW sitting in the garage or something… he said to call when we get there and see if anything has come up.

Thanks Joe! Awesome!

Well, we get to the church, hook up our trailer, and I am about to call Joe when… my phone rings….

“Hello?”

“Hi Greg, it’s Joe”

“Hey Joe, I was just gonna call you!”

“Well, here’s what I’ve got… there’s a guy at Home Depot right now, he’s negotiating a price on a scratch and dent deal… says it’s a $600 DW that they are willing to give him for $300… HE is willing to chip in $150 if you can do the other $150? Is that even in your price range?”

I’m shocked. Stunned. Who would do that for us??! They don’t even know us?

“Uhhh… well… honestly, we are in the $30-50 price range… I’ll have to talk to Jen and see if we can do it. We’ll call you right back.”

“Cool. Talk to you later”

“Bye.”

So… we talk… and are amazed at the generosity of this guy we don’t even know… willing to plop down $150 for a DW for us. Wow. BUT, we know we can not do $150 at this time… so… we called Joe back…

“Joe?”

“Hey Greg.”

“Uhhh…. dude… that’s so cool… but, we really can’t do it. Please tell him THANK YOU for us. That’s very cool.”

“He is a very cool guy. And, I know… I am in the same boat. (Financially) I thought that might be a bit much. Sorry… that’s all I could come up with.”

“Joe, that is awesome! Thanks for all your help!!”

“Your most welcome.”

“Cool… well, we’ll talk to you later! Thanks again!”

“Bye!”

AND… that was it. We packed up the trailer. Started to head out to grab some food before we went home. And about 10 minutes later… we got another call.

“Hello?”

“Hey, it’s Joe.”

“Hi Joe! What’s up?”

“Well… where are you?”

“We’re still in Syracuse… just heading out to get a little dinner before we head home… why, what’s up?”

“Well… could I inconvenience you?”

“Sure… I think? What’s up?”

“Could you stick around for maybe an hour or so?”

“Uh… yeah? Whaddya got?”

“Well… I have a brand new DW for you from Home Depot.”

Silence

“What?”

“He just said, ‘Don’t ask.’ So, I didn’t ask… he can get it to the church by 7:00pm… if you can stick around that long…”

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOHOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

“Yeah, that would be great.” 🙂

“Cool… I’ll see ya at the church at 7pm.”

“Alrighty… see ya!”

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Now, what just happened? We were going to settle for a piece of junk in the basement of a thrift store for $15 and instead… God provided a BRAND NEW AWESOME DW for FREE from a guy we don’t even know?!??!??!??!?!??!?!??!?!? WHAT is that all about?!??!

So, the guy (Garth) shows up… smiling… load the DW in our Van and tells us a cool story of how this was totally God working in his wife’s heart to want to do this for us. And Joe tells us a story just before that of how this evening was God working in his life — teaching him some things… and we got to see God providing for us through his people… for FREE… my goodness. What an awesome evening.

Well, we still need to install it… but I dare say every time we look at it, we will be reminded of the bigness and goodness and amazingness of our God.

Hope you are too.

Vacation

Vacation is coming soon… starts sunday evening…

I think i may blog then…

Till then, check out my new blogging friend Mike Muscarella. He’s also linked to your left.

Been doing a web site design all week. Check out ours – been doing that. Old and new integrated there… link to the left.

Site I worked on all week… currently at http://irwinsinecuador.com.ivchost3.com/ — domain transfer coming soon.

Lemme know what you think … e-mail

Perfection

I feel crazy. Unsettled. On edge.

You know why? Cause I expect a perfect day. I expect everything I do to go perfectly… not only that… I expect the perfection to happen when I want it to.

It’s been a good day. I have done things I really love doing, and had a bunch of success doing that. Found out our van is not in as bad a shape as I thought it was… and got to visit with some friends we haven’t seen in about a month… good day.

And yet I’m unsettled… cause I was not able to be perfect. There are several things that are slightly out of my control that I could not master today… and that is the part that dominates my thoughts and emotions.

What am I thinking? 🙂

I am going to choose to enjoy a football game with my wife and to talk about all the good stuff that happened today. The other stuff will work out tomorrow.

Or not.

Life is not perfect.

🙂

That’s perfect.

Busy

Why is there so much to do?

Why do I not have any down time?

Why must I fill my schedule with things, and feel guilty if I don’t?

Why do I feel the weight of 10 things pulling me at once in different urgent directions?

Why do I not have time for the special little things in life?

Why do *I* have to do so much?

Why do I *want* to do so much?

I still have several things I “have” to finish today… why? What is it that makes me so busy? Am I that important? Are the things I am doing that important? Much of the busyness revolves around people… Jesus never seemed… busy. What is it?? Must I cut out all the extra things I do for fun? (Star Trek, movies, Vintage Video game collecting & playing, random other fun things usually involving NFL football…) Or, do I need to cut out other things?

I am definitely frustrated.

I imagine you are too.

What should we do?

can’t think of anything to say…

I think that’s awesome! I always have stuff coursing through my brain… not right now. We had an interesting practice tonight.. we didn’t really need to be there, we all needed to be elsewhere. like, I needed to be home fixing our electric… had a little electrical fire today… all is well… but that was interesting. It would be sad if our house burned down.

Been re-designing the website today. Everytime I do that, I get lost in that world. That’s why I am so spacey right now. Well… I’ll just have to come back later. 🙂

Actually, reason I opened this was I had a bunch of different topics flowing through my head… but… now… they are all gone. 🙂

Well, I will say this, if you are not yet a Bills fan, perhaps you will be this season? Check em out. www.buffalobills.com. Jen & I are excited. Should be a fun year.

More later…

random

Well, you know what… it was overall a good day. Started out crazy again as some friends of ours were having a rough time dealing with some pretty serious illness in their little 1 yr old daughter… she is on the mend… and so are they. I got to make dinner for them tonight… was very cool to be able to help them like that. Happened to be a day I could do that. I love to help people.

Also got to see the Bills play tonight. They showed the home preseason games for the first time this year, so I think we got to see ALL four Bills preseason games this year! Awesome! Now, if we were only less busy during the regular season… 🙂 (I think the first game we’ll see for sure will be on November 30th…. that is my birthday, so I guess that’s pretty cool…)

But, the other thing that was just sorta disturbing today was just feeling like I’m not getting through to my kids. It was just one of those days where both of our boys were doing everything exactly the way we tell them NOT to do it. Disrespecting us, and their stuff, and bad attitudes and defiance and… you name it. And I just kept wanting them to leave. I was just over the edge… didn’t want to deal with little boys (especially ones in the condition they were in…) But I was reminded over and over again how much I really love them. Really. Everytime I was mad at them, I thought about our friends who were just going through that awful dreadful time of not even knowing if their little girl was going to live. And all their disobedience seemed less annoying. I am thankful for the two (no.. three) lives that God has given me to steer toward life in Him. I sure hope I can do it. I know God will help me. And that does give me a bit of peace. Just hope I don’t mess it up…

Well, told ya this would be random and wandering stuff from greg’s head…

🙂

temporary and history in the making

So… just today I was calling up a friend just to say hello, and make fun of them for not being at our concert last night… just joking around… and she tells me a horrible story of how they almost lost their youngest daughter last night. The daughter is actually doing fine now! But she had a seizure and it was really really scary I guess. I told her (my friend) that I had just been thinking about how things like that really wake us up to what is important in life. (see the song Temporary below)…. craziness… thanks God for keeping Emma around.

Well, the other stuff I was thinking about partly falls in the temporary/doesn’t matter category… but i am not so sure…

You ever feel like you are part of History? All this stuff about the Ten Commandments being in a public place and … well… just about everything in politics and law making and the general presentation of who we are by the media… all points to our society’s decline. It’s like we’re watching the slide to the ugliness that Sodom & Gomorrah became… we’re not there yet… but close. It goes fast I think. We, a nation founded by God-fearing folks… are systematically removing Him from EVERYTHING in our country. And, you know what… He’ll leave.

Rom 1 says:



Rom. 1:28 ¶ Furthermore, since they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, he gave them over to a depraved mind, to do what ought not to be done.

Rom. 1:29 They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips,

Rom. 1:30 slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents;

Rom. 1:31 they are senseless, faithless, heartless, ruthless.

Rom. 1:32 Although they know God’s righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them.

There’s lots more in that whole chapter. Pretty telling of what’s happening now.

So, what do we do about that? I guess I am just gonna keep living for Jesus and letting other people know about how life’s really supposed to be. Should we be “activists”? Should we be trying to keep the 10 Commandments monument displayed publicly? or…. should we be loving our neighbor … i mean really loving them… and doing our best to live every step with Jesus. If we did that, wouldn’t he change the world around us?

It’s very interesting being in the middle of history. Wonder how this one’s gonna turn out?

bummed

dude

i am so totally bummed

totally

i can not even explain it

writing a song to me is probably a lot like childbirth. (sorry to offend you mom’s out there… i do have less physical pain… usually)

the ideas form, take shape, grow, kick around, and finally emerge a new creation – almost a new life.

and i love each one. each one is different. each one is a piece of me.

well… i just wrote one, called Temporary right here on my blog….

and i lost it.

it feels a bit like i lost a child. (i don’t mean to trivialize that… i am serious… i suppose it’s hard to understand if you are not a song writer)

even worse – the song was in some way intended as a gift.

i read my friend joe’s blog from last night (if your frame of reference was this blog, you might think that joe is quite a world-famous dude…)

his sister-in-law died last night. his wife’s brother’s wife.

not supposed to happen that way. opened my eyes again to the temporary-ness of this life.

and to how lucky i was to wake up next to my wife today

boy am i sad

for deb’s family (that’s famous joe’s wife)

and that i lost that song (which may have been somewhat healing for them?)

boy

(this is where joe might swear…)

(just had to get joe in there one more time…)

🙂

Well… perhaps another time.

I did happen to copy the chorus… here’s that:

Can I get it into my head

Without the pain of death

The only things that matter at all

Are made in the image of you

Given the privlege to do

Life in you

I’ll see what happens when i re-visit the piano tonight.

Had a good concert tonight. Lots of folks there. Good kingdom presence in the middle of a Mormon town. (We live in Palmyra, NY – birthplace of mormonism… mormons there tonight…. that was good.) This little light of mine… I’m gonna let it shine…

I think Jesus was honored tonight.

That’s good.